mars 2011
68 billets
So much for going to California.
Thanks for almost breaking my heart, again.
Good thing I knew better this time.
My creed.
I believe in sticking together.
When I was six years old, my family was split up. Not by the choice of my parents, but by a decision enforced by the government. My mother was an immigrant living in the States on a visitor’s visa. She went back to Singapore to visit her daughters while my father, my brother, and I stayed behind in California to man the fort.
A month later, the three of us were...
Okay, no more dates with people.
I’m sick of getting kissed by people THAT ARE SHITTY KISSERS.
“Nobody said it was easy.. No one ever said...
Alright, I know this is only the second day I haven’t talked to you, but bro, really? I haven’t seen you for a week? You text me errday you in Cali telling me you miss me and then you come back and we don’t even talk? You don’t answer my text messages or my phone calls?
You’re ignoring me?!
Well, no one ignores me. LOL. Its so cute because I only get this jealous...
“People change. Feelings change. It doesn’t mean the love once shared wasn’t true...”
– (500) Days of Summer
I was the one that fucked up again. I’m always the one that fucks up.
You know when a certain feeling just randomly...
This time, it’s you.
This time, that feeling is fear, breathing down my neck, taunting me.
That this might be the biggest mistake of my life, the only regret I’ll ever keep.
You know, me not giving this another chance.
Everyone did always say that we were soulmates..
Now that you’re back, I don’t even want to see you. I don’t want to talk to you, I don’t want to think about you. Running into you last night was awful.
But for some reason, this morning I woke up disgusted and pissed off.
I don’t know why I’m only so moody with you. But as of right now, I never want to see you or talk to you again.
But I know that’ll...
You know what's really sad?
That I would hella date you for your car. Its just so beautiful, and I wanna make love to it.
“I really really like you and I really want to be with you, but idk because I don’t want to hurt you like that again.”
It took me like three years to get over you, you hella fucked me up. You’re six months too late. I don’t love you anymore, I’m finally over you.
And now you want to try again? I’m sorry.
I can’t do it.
I sang this last year in CCSD Honor Choir.
This...
(You send me a nice ass picture of you standing on the beach in Santa Monica with a big ass carnival behind you.)
Me: Omg. Are you gonna take me over so you can take me to the carnival? :)))))
You: Maybe one day. We'll come here, baby.
Me: LOL. When we run away together? HAHAHAHAHHAHA.
You: No babe, we can just come. When I hit 21 it's gonna be even easier.
Me: Aw, baby, you really think we're gonna be together that long? :)
You: Oh, fuck you then.
If you weren't such an asshole, you'd be great.
Me: Baby, I had another nose bleed. "/
You: Omg. You need to try to be healthy okay, I'm not gonna be there 24/7.
Me: LOL. Clearly, you aren't here. Chill out babe. But idk, it's scary.
You: Baby, I still wanna be with you okay. Don't die yet.
Fuck all you boys that won't back off and leave me...
It makes me extremely angry that's you're in...
Truth is, I get jealous easily because whats mine...
Kristy: ..LOL. Why are you wearing a scarf?!
Me: Because I haven't taken off my clothes yet? The only thing I've taken off are my pants.
Kristy: You seem to be doing a lot of that lately.
That was a hella good burn.
That's why we're such good friends.
California.
You’ll be there for five days.
I miss you so much, I could die. I hope you feel everything I feel when I don’t fall asleep in your arms at night. But I’m so glad that last night, you slept with me, and that you slept with me all day today and that you texted me saying that you miss me already. There’s no way you could miss me as much as I miss you right now.
...
notestomyfutureboyfriend:
I don’t need much of you. I don’t need you to remember everything I say. I don’t need you to get along perfectly with all my friends and family. I don’t need you to lean on all the time. I don’t need you to be strong, fit, or always sexy, even. I don’t need you to buy me flowers. I don’t need you to get me nice jewelry. I don’t need you to leave me love letters. I...
The awkward moment when you don't know why you're...
megaraxo:
4AM-- when I'm your arms falling back to sleep...
It wouldn’t make sense if it wasn’t a dangerous lifestyle.
I sleep everyday, wake up somewhere between 2-5AM, drive to your house to fall asleep with you.
But lying in your arms talking with you about your day the hour before we both finally fall asleep completes my day. Without it, I don’t know what to do with myself. The only reason I can sleep at night is because I know...
I need you like a heart needs a beat.
